I just wanna stay happy …
I just wanna stay happy…i wanna wake up every morning and feel peace..i wanna live in a safe place full of butterflies..i wanna go down the street to see the pie seller singing ..to see the children playing here and there..to smell the roses while I am Going to work.. to feel happiness pass through me every time I take a breath.. am I asking for too much??
We can be happy.. We can fill our place with butterflies and love.. We can throw away everything that bothers us, no matter how heavy and stuck deep inside us.. We can with our strength throw it all away..
Because life is too short to grieve.. There is no time. .. I want to laugh every moment in my life .. I don’t want to always cry … I want to fill the people around me with my vibe … my good vibe … .. I want to shower them with love .. with positivity ..
I used to think about every detail of my life.. to think about this and that.. then grieve over this and try to control that ... then throw myself in sadness because I could not control any of them.. but one day I asked myself till when ??…
I realized that this life is full of sadness and joy.. but we are the ones who choose our path…we keep searching for happiness and it is within us…
I realized that when i keep fighting myself , the whole world will keep fighting me .. no one will save me…
I realized that there are really things that are out of my control..
I realized that sometimes I am weak and I can’t always be strong…
so I breathed… I calmed down .. I calmed my heart and comforted it after I had destroyed it.. I looked around.. There were many things that could make me happy, but I always ignored them.. I brought my paper and wrote down all the blessings that exist in my life. i found that I am really rich.. I possess what many do not have.. and I do what many cannot do.
I looked at the sky and smiled… and said… I just want to be happy…
