Be proud of yourself
Be proud of yourself … of the way you handled all these years … of the strength you had to keep all your pain in … of the way that you treated yourself while all this world was letting you down … of the smile that you kept on your face in your toughest and painful days …
Be proud of your mistakes … the mistakes that made the person you are today … I know!! … no one was there to save you .. everybody was busy in their lives .. but you saved yourself .. and this was very powerful … hard .. and fantastic..
Be proud of the patient you have to keep fighting … to not giving up … be proud of that commitment you have to keep trying and trying and trying …
Do you remember that night ? when you felt that your soul no more alive … when you realized that nothing is alive in you but your body which was still smiling for everybody … do you remember when you wept your tears and promised yourself to be okay ? to heal every pain in your heart and make yourself happy ? when you didn’t allow yourself to cry anymore .. when you denied to be weak ?? don’t you think that it was so powerful ? be proud of yourself …
Do you remember that day ? that week ? those years ? when you were drowning but nobody noticed ?? when you needed the help but didn’t ask for it ?? when you decided to save yourself by yourself ?
Look at yourself now … you did it !! you’re safe now !! … look at the person you became after all that shit … maybe you didn’t make the life you really want yet … but you’re happier than ever … you’re free … comfortable with yourself … healed from the past .. and looking towards the future … the beautiful future that you’ll make for yourself … the wonderful future that is waiting for you …
